I am starting this blog because
- I want to know what I really want
- I want to feel electric, full of good energy and vitality
- I want to fuck beautiful, lovely women
- I want to have a family with three kids
- I want to feel good and loved
- I want to be on TV
- I want to be famous
- I want a S Class Merceded Benz
- I want to travel in Business Class
- I want a home in India
- I want to be a US Citizen
- I want to live in America and in India
- I want to marry someone I fall in love with
- I want to have friends who love me
- I want to love my friends
- I want to be free of my insecurities and pain
- I want to be truthful to myself
- I want my mother to be happy and have all the fun she can have for the rest of her life
- I want to become a documentary film maker
- I want to own an media company
- I want to make films
- I want to win an oscar
- I want to learn to play the Irish fiddle
- I want to start a charity for widows and children in India
- I want to love
- I want to live
- I want to dance
- I want to feel handsome and complete
- I want to die before I die
- I want my cock sucked
- I want my balls stroked
- I want a threesome with two lovely women
- I want to do yoga everyday
- I want health insurance
- I want $10MM in my bank
- I want to start a school for poor children
- I want to be friends with Bono
- I want to be in love
- I want to be grateful
- I want to stand in front of an auidence and give motivational speeches
- I want to be known as a motivator and a success
- I want grand children
- I want a mistress
- I want to go to Ladakh
- I want to the Dad I never had
- I want to be a MAN
I take full responsibility for this. I WILL make this happen. I have $100.00 in my pocket and I am starting fresh. I know my desires will change as I become more conscious about what I want. I want to evolve. It is Christmas Eve 2007. Join me in my journey. It is not going to be pretty and it is not going to be easy, I am going to try my very best, meaning everything to make it fun and make it happen. Join me.
Love,
Ram
